Noni's Journal

11 Girls |Interrupt ME

Thursday, December 5th, 2002

1:09 pm

My sentencing is tomorrow. Can you all tell I'm thrilled? *sigh* They're trying to push for three years of probation, I'm not really sure what's going on.

Bjork, honey, dont be too worried about me. It was wonderful getting to see you, and I can't wait until the day we see each other next.

I would write a longer update but honestly, it's not worth my time and attention today. I'm sure you understand.

current mood:

blank

Monday, December 2nd, 2002

9:50 am

Do you ever feel like the feelings you have just shouldn't exist? Yeah, that happens to me all the time.

current mood:

crappy

4 Girls |Interrupt ME

Tuesday, November 26th, 2002

10:55 am

( [ooc] )

current mood:

bouncy

Sunday, November 24th, 2002

11:38 pm

Sometimes it's nice to just sit in a hotel room in the dark wearing only your underwear in silence. The TV is on, but on mute, so it sends flickers of light on the ceiling. The only sound I hear is the sound of my breathing and my hands on the laptop's keyboard.

I don't really know what to think anymore. About life and love, and what is important to me. I think that every once in awhile, my life has had short bursts of happiness but in the most recent past... my life has been full of misfortunes and sadness.

My trial is soon. Very soon. It's almost Thanksgiving now and soon it will be Christmas and before you know it, it will be 2003. 2002 will probably be the year that will go down in my personal, papered journal as the year that flew by quickly, and miserably.

So your mission, if you chose to accept it... is to make sure that this last month of 2002 goes by nicely, smoothly, and full of happiness.

current mood:

contemplative
current music: silence

Friday, November 22nd, 2002

1:08 pm

I've decided that I'm going to take a quick, impromptu trip to NYC to visit some friends. For one, I want to see Bjork and possibly go out with her for her birthday. For two, I want to see Chloe and give her HER birthday gift. Then I will go visit whoever else wants to see me. I don't know where I'm staying yet but it should be wonderful to get out of L.A.

These past few months have been so hard and so stressful... There was the trial delays, the verdict itself, the media hassle, then there was Christian. Ah, Christian. He says he can't do this anymore and I fully understand but of course there is going to be pain that I will have to deal with. Surprisingly, I'm doing fine. Don't flatter yourself, hun. You can't bruise me now...

No one can hurt me now. I've been through hell and back. I'm a strong, surviving white woman who won't take any shit from anyone. No one can hurt me. Not at all.

NYC here I come!

current mood:

satisfied
current music: Conan on Comedy Central

5 Girls |Interrupt ME

Thursday, November 21st, 2002

2:08 pm - HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, bjork_!!!

Bjork and I just recently got in touch but I forget where she is at the moment... Hopefully when she comes back here, we can get together. It's been far too long, dear. :-* I hope your day is as beautiful as you are!

current mood:

bouncy
current music: "Alarm Call" -- Bjork

Tuesday, November 19th, 2002

10:59 am

A happy belated birthday to Chloe :-* I miss you, hun.

current mood:

busy

Friday, November 15th, 2002

9:10 pm

I haven't been around too much lately and it's understandable why. Or at least I think so... I do lead a busy life, kiddies :)

I sat myself down on the computer for a bit tonight to update and to read my friends page and now I'm worried a bit about Christian... I haven't seen as much of him as I would like to, that's for sure... I have no time to stay on tonight and it pains me that I don't get to talk to him. *sigh* That's all I can really say for now. Good night all.

( [OOC] )

current mood:

dorky
current music: "11 AM" -- Incubus

Tuesday, November 12th, 2002

12:49 pm

Comments:Posted: 69 - Received: 96

I found that somewhat amusing.

that's really my only reason for posting. you may all go back to your regularly scheduled programming. thanks.

current mood:

dorky
current music: "All My Life" -- Foo Fighters

Monday, November 11th, 2002

12:21 pm - Thanks Sammy

This entry is dedicated to

samantha_m. Not only is she new to the community, she was gracious enough to buy me a paid account. Therefore, you can thank her for all the hot pictures of me ;)

I'm feeling incredibly productive this morning. Not only did I fix up my journal, I uploaded icons and fixed my user info page. Rock on. Anyway, I'm off now to... do ... other things. A longer update will be in order later on tonight, given that I get the chance to update.

current mood:

thankful
current music: "Thanks a Lot" -- Third Eye Blind

Sunday, November 10th, 2002

11:15 am

I've spent a lot of time the past few days with Christian. Have you ever met a person that just understands you beyond what you could ever have hoped or imagined? I think, because we have known each other for so long, we have a connection that runs very deep... All I can say is that recently... I've been happier than I have been in quite awhile.

edit: I want a fucking paid account dammit. I need more icons

current mood:

bouncy

6 Girls |Interrupt ME

Wednesday, November 6th, 2002

11:59 pm

I'm confused. It's hard to drop a bomb on someone... a secret that you've had for many years. I don't know what's going to come of this. He's been here for me though, for so long... I know that he doesn't want to break my heart... again... But can he really do that?

I'm not sure what to think right now. All I know is that it's been years, and I have loved you throughout all of them.

current mood:

confused

2:54 pm - No Springer and Oprah

I didn't look too surprised did I?

Grand Theft. GUILTY
Vandalism. GUILTY
Commercial Burglary not guilty

The sentencing hearing is set for Friday, December 6, 2002. Gahhhh...

Tonight I'm at Christian's, I will not miss it for anything :)

current mood:

cheerful

Tuesday, November 5th, 2002

10:00 am

I talked to Christian yesterday. I want him to know that my heart goes out to him. And don't worry you will get through this.

Just like I will get through this whole trial mess. *cringes* The jury heard closing arguements yesterday. My fate rests in their hands.

"She came, she stole, she left. End of story," prosecutor Ann Rundle told the jury after describing the entire defense case as based on "misdirection, accusation, insinuation and speculation."

Any one willing to kick her for me? *laughs*

Monday, November 4th, 2002

11:56 am

I'm worried about Christian because I haven't talked to him recently. But he promised he would be there today so I will see him and hopefully we'll get the chance to talk, etc.

I haven't spoken to Craig in awhile, so I'm assuming my little fling with him is over. *shrugs* Ahh well.

I havent worked in so long, and this trial is taking up so much of my time that I really don't have much else going on in my life. So work... it's out of the question. The strange thing, though, is that I'm getting so many offers. So many scripts have been sent to me. So when I do have time... I plan on reading some of them and hopefully... when I get my Innocent Verdict... I will start working.

Brit updated yesterday. I haven't talked to her in so long. *sighs* Maybe we can get together in the near future.

current mood:

dorky
current music: "Lose Yourself" -- Eminem

Sunday, November 3rd, 2002

8:51 pm

I need to write more often, please forgive me for not updating recently. I'm in the middle of a trial here. *sighs* I am still incredibly hoping that Christian will come visit. I didn't do shit for my birthday and I really could use a good friend like him here. I mean, he, at least, knows what I'm going through. There's an article in this weeks' People about me and the trial, so read that because I'm not going to fucking update about it in the first place. Oh, and my favorite thing about the article is when they talk about my clothing *laughs* Because that's so important?

current mood:

calm
current music: some wonderful classical

Tuesday, October 29th, 2002

9:42 am

Well, *sighs* today is my birthday and I believe this may possibly be the worst birthday I've ever had. As you might have read, the trial is completely under way... It's incredibly hard for me but I'm being strong and I know I'm holding through. Yeah, so maybe I even started to cry yesterday during the trial but I know that I will get through this and I know that I am innocent.

Happy birthday to me. *sighs*

current mood:

sad

Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002

1:24 pm

cigarettes, alcohol, trials, movies, media, people fucking magazine. what a life i lead.

current mood:

cynical
current music: "Is This It?" -- the Strokes

Interrupt ME

Saturday, October 19th, 2002

12:32 pm

I can't wait until my life focuses on something other than this damn trial. I know it must be incredibly dull for you to read this journal and just hear me talk about trial shit so I'll try to think of something else to speak about.

I noticed that I was added into Must_Be_Pop. I have to think of something interesting to say to introduce myself. Of course, I'm not sure I have much interesting things to say. *sighs* I'm so much older than all these hot celebrities today. And yet, I have more talent in my big toe than 4 of them put together *sly wink*

Craig needs to update so I can bombard him with comments.

current mood:

blank
current music: "Happy" -- Ashanti